Well, everything WAS going great yesterday until HOT BF wanted a hamburger and we ended up at Johnny Rockets... Yeah, got a cheeseburger and a milkshake. I know some of you are throwing up just thinking about that. I came home and immediately took a couple of laxatives (my gag reflex doesn't allow purging, it sucks). I know, it's gross, but whatever, it gets the job done. I have it in my mind that it allows me to get rid of food faster so it doesn't stay in my body as long sucking up all the fat. I hope that's true, but I'm too lazy to look it up.
So far this morning I ate a peach and now I'm off to run a couple of miles before the heat flares up.
On a fun side note, tomorrow is my last graduate school class EVA. I'll have my master's degree in a few short weeks and I'm hoping it will help me get a job and get out of this apartment so I don't stare at food all day.
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sorry lovely,
ReplyDeleteevery nutrient and fat gram and calorie is sucked up by your body before the laxatives even start to kick in.
laxatives are a myth. :(
thanks for following! :D i will follow back. i, too, am striving to reach 120. and i am at 140. im here for support! :D
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My half is in Virginia Beach, labor day weekend, it's part of the Rock N Roll series.
ReplyDeleteYou could definitely do one in October, there is plenty of time to train. In fact the longest run I've had so far was 'only' 8 miles, so you probably could do the one in Sept if you really wanted to.
Good Luck!
I start writing a blog about my life with my eating
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feelings after a shitty snack attack.
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Johnny Rockets makes me sick so it seems I don't ever need a laxative the few times I've been there haha. Good luck doll!
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Don't you hate that..its almost a mini binge.
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