I was right...

145 again. Oy.

I type this as I'm drinking a cafe latte... Oy.

Worked my ass off yesterday and will run another 4 miles today. ( Maybe more if it stops raining). But the BF is making steak for dinner and I hate saying "no" when he puts so much work into something.

When I first started the dieting and exercising it was so damn easy to lose weight. It was like as soon as I stopped eating pizza and just replaced it, I lost like 30 lbs. Now despite the fact that my diet has been completely changed and that I'm working out 6 days a week, I'm still on a plateau.

I hate that once you become "average" that the body makes you work 1,000 times more to become "thin."

I want this so bad, so why is it so hard to say "no?"